5 Real-Life Inspirations Behind My Thrillers (That Will Keep You Up at Night)

People ask me all the time: where do the ideas come from?

The honest answer? The scariest thing I can put on the page is almost always something rooted in a real fear — a case that haunted me, a dream I couldn't shake, a place I couldn't stop picturing. The best thrillers don't invent fear out of thin air. They dig into fears we already carry and refuse to look at.

Here are five real-life sparks behind Caught in Cryptic, Falling Cryptic, and Nighty Night, Dear.

1. Polly Klaas.

In 1993, twelve-year-old Polly Klaas was taken from her own bedroom window during a sleepover. A sleepover. A house full of people. Her friends were feet away.

That case has never left me. It's the specific horror of it — that it could have happened to anyone, in any house, on any perfectly normal night. That's the ground zero of the Cryptic series. When I built Clara Van Dorn, I built her as the person I wish had been on that case. The one who won't let go, even when the world has moved on.

2. My lucid dreams (and the identity I can never see)

I'm obsessed with lucid dreaming. Always have been. But there's one recurring dream I have — I'm inside a crime, watching it happen, and I always wake up right before I can see the person's face. Every time.

Somewhere along the way I started asking myself: what if someone actually had predictive dreams? And what if the wrong person figured out how to use them?

That question became Morgan in Nighty Night, Dear. Morgan doesn't need a machine — her dreams have always been predictive, naturally. But the Dream Catcher device can record and influence dreams, and once Furstein realizes Morgan's gift is real, it becomes his obsession — she's the living proof of his life's work. Meanwhile Christian exploits her dreams from another angle, sometimes forcing them into reality himself, while other dreams simply come true on their own.

That's the horror I couldn't shake: not the gift, but who finds out you have it.

3. A London I've never been to

Here's a confession: I've never been to London. Not once. But you couldn't tell me the fog and the gaslamps of Jack the Ripper's East End weren't burned into my brain the same way. That was enough. That was more than enough.

Morgan's London in Nighty Night, Dear isn't the postcard version — it's the one built from every documentary and photograph and grainy Victorian illustration of a city where something is wrong two streets over and you don't know it yet.

4. What if Saw and The Maze Runner had a baby?

That's Cryptic. The psychological maze at the heart of my first two books is what happens when you take the airless dread of a Saw trap and drop it inside the intricate, no-way-out architecture of The Maze Runner.

Cryptic isn't science fiction. It's a slightly turned-up version of what already happens — coercion, gaslighting, online radicalization. If you've ever wondered how a smart person ends up trapped, that's the answer. It's not stupidity. It's design.

5. Being a mother

I have two daughters. That fact reshapes every villain I write. In Falling Cryptic, Clara's son becomes a target — and I wrote those scenes from a place of real, teeth-clenched terror. Every parent knows the specific fear of the world getting to your kid before you can. I just put it on the page.

That's also why Polly Klaas still gets me. She was somebody's daughter, on a Friday night, in her own bedroom.

Want the rest of the story?

If any of these hit a nerve, my books were written for you. Start with Caught in Cryptic — meet Clara — or go straight to Nighty Night, Dear if standalone thrillers are more your speed.

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— Janee'